As you referred to satan getting upset when you show "things like this" referring to the Truth video... Each time a new opportunity presents itself I feel attacked by waves of doubt, negative self talk... health issues... job issues... it is as if my life turns upside down over night... testing my faith... literally making me weak... from multiple directions all at once... the irony is that the pain that returns to my body is the same pain that drove me back to God... I suppose that is just what needs to happen to keep me close... ?