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I WAS 7... AND GOD CHOSE ME - HE CHOSE YOU.
I WAS 7, ...AND GOD CHOSE ME- HE CHOSE YOU.
On one side which would be my left. Was all dark. It was nothingness. On the right. Was ..I don't want to call it white. But it was something deeper than white, or light. Its not like light tat we percive light today. It had on the right 7 pillars. (Kinda like the large Roman pillars..but not.) They were slightly different. In between the pillars were these beings. They were another souce or expression of individual light. There were 7 of them. I was standing in the middle facing this. And all on my right was light and all on my left was nothingness; Dark.
I used to play and venture in the woods a lot wehn I was a child. I woke up on the ground. With pine neddles stuck to my face. I remember that. I also remember going back and that how my prayer to God was induced. The family that I had. ( I was adopted) They were baptist. But I remember after that...things changed. I started seeing things different. Everything was seperated from me. I didn't tell anyone. But you have to know. I didn't hardly speak and also... What happened became natural ... and everything else unnatural. I don't really don't know how to explain that. But after that things what it appears got really bad. Before I thought things were good I had a nice family. We went to church. Suburban community. 3 whole wholesome meals a day. 4 siblings. We all held hands at the dinner table and my dad prayed. I would go back to that place to pray. But I didn't pray like everyone else around me. Everything became unknown. After that, I was given away. (This happened in GA.) I was sent to NJ. And the people I thought were my family were not. And when I was given to my grandparents. who I thought were. I wound up being treated less. And was always excluded when thier fmaily came over. And had to go and stay outside most of the time with the foster children she had. Everything I had was gone. But God gave me something else. And a journey in life that wasn't always pretty. But I was taught a lot of things unseen by mankind. Through my trials it is very hard. But I know its not exactly the trials God gives but what is caused by man that God had to show me. That he takes me through. And each trial though I think I know. Because I have to experince it that way. God light guides me through it. And it is Him. And only because of Him. I can write or speak about the knowledge I obtain. I recognized who Jeuss was later. But not what they tried to teach me. But what was only in the bible. And recognize who Jesus is. By what was taught when I was made to write bible passages. By the Word that came through Him. We are of one spirit. I always say..The chosen are not chosen because we are someone more special to God. Its the people we encouter that are special to God. And we wind up going through sufferings. A great deal. This is how and why I write about the prophets.
This vision was given to me to bestill a knowledge in me. And protect me from swaying. (though I do go through false experiences in life that other people obtain. I am corrected by the guidance of God; The Holy Spirit.) I experience peoples fallacies that how I am to understand people in mine own fallacies. I am blessed I cannot be exalted higher than another.
I am to experince the dark paths of others. It gave me light to etermity. Dark or light; Heaven or hell. Emptiness and fullness.
My drawn to the light on the right side. And the 7 pillars and being/angels. The beings had no form. The message was in the dream. This is how God teaches me. His visions last forever withn me. The 7 angels within the dream repesent fullness of God. And on the right. Is the right place of God. This is Gods pure light. His holiness. The angles were in between each pillar. In alinement of Gods perfection. God light and darkness always in everyone in the place in this world. This is the place of Judgement. When our body dies. Our Spirit will go to that which we will choose to serve. Fullness of darkness with no light or Fullness of light with no darkness. In this wolrd and place. Light and darkness is always offered to mankind. And never leaves them. Even though people live in darkness and some choose it. Light and hope still remains as long as we are in this body. God has given me what he knows good and evil and to experince it. (the discerner of the spirits..)This didn't give me a beautiful life. Though Gods beuaty and light keeps me . I experience those kind of the holy and the wicked. I know heaven and I know hell. But God keeps me. I know sanity and insanity. I know the suffering and dying. I know the people who are spiritually blind and seeing. I know those who really experinced God and who didn't . I know those who are false teachers /prophets who who isn't I know the maniplators and those manipul;ated. I know the attackers and thier victims. I know death and life. I know the mind of those who are starved from knowledge, to those who are innocent . or decived by false knowledge. I know the ones who are bound and who are free. I know the slave and those of war. I know those who hide and are proud. I know those who are humble and have false humility. Is this arrogance? ..people may say so. But I have been tortured and suffered to know. As strange as it may sound. I have been blessed by God.
On one side which would be my left. Was all dark. It was nothingness. On the right. Was ..I don't want to call it white. But it was something deeper than white, or light. Its not like light tat we percive light today. It had on the right 7 pillars. (Kinda like the large Roman pillars..but not.) They were slightly different. In between the pillars were these beings. They were another souce or expression of individual light. There were 7 of them. I was standing in the middle facing this. And all on my right was light and all on my left was nothingness; Dark.
I used to play and venture in the woods a lot wehn I was a child. I woke up on the ground. With pine neddles stuck to my face. I remember that. I also remember going back and that how my prayer to God was induced. The family that I had. ( I was adopted) They were baptist. But I remember after that...things changed. I started seeing things different. Everything was seperated from me. I didn't tell anyone. But you have to know. I didn't hardly speak and also... What happened became natural ... and everything else unnatural. I don't really don't know how to explain that. But after that things what it appears got really bad. Before I thought things were good I had a nice family. We went to church. Suburban community. 3 whole wholesome meals a day. 4 siblings. We all held hands at the dinner table and my dad prayed. I would go back to that place to pray. But I didn't pray like everyone else around me. Everything became unknown. After that, I was given away. (This happened in GA.) I was sent to NJ. And the people I thought were my family were not. And when I was given to my grandparents. who I thought were. I wound up being treated less. And was always excluded when thier fmaily came over. And had to go and stay outside most of the time with the foster children she had. Everything I had was gone. But God gave me something else. And a journey in life that wasn't always pretty. But I was taught a lot of things unseen by mankind. Through my trials it is very hard. But I know its not exactly the trials God gives but what is caused by man that God had to show me. That he takes me through. And each trial though I think I know. Because I have to experince it that way. God light guides me through it. And it is Him. And only because of Him. I can write or speak about the knowledge I obtain. I recognized who Jeuss was later. But not what they tried to teach me. But what was only in the bible. And recognize who Jesus is. By what was taught when I was made to write bible passages. By the Word that came through Him. We are of one spirit. I always say..The chosen are not chosen because we are someone more special to God. Its the people we encouter that are special to God. And we wind up going through sufferings. A great deal. This is how and why I write about the prophets.
This vision was given to me to bestill a knowledge in me. And protect me from swaying. (though I do go through false experiences in life that other people obtain. I am corrected by the guidance of God; The Holy Spirit.) I experience peoples fallacies that how I am to understand people in mine own fallacies. I am blessed I cannot be exalted higher than another.
I am to experince the dark paths of others. It gave me light to etermity. Dark or light; Heaven or hell. Emptiness and fullness.
My drawn to the light on the right side. And the 7 pillars and being/angels. The beings had no form. The message was in the dream. This is how God teaches me. His visions last forever withn me. The 7 angels within the dream repesent fullness of God. And on the right. Is the right place of God. This is Gods pure light. His holiness. The angles were in between each pillar. In alinement of Gods perfection. God light and darkness always in everyone in the place in this world. This is the place of Judgement. When our body dies. Our Spirit will go to that which we will choose to serve. Fullness of darkness with no light or Fullness of light with no darkness. In this wolrd and place. Light and darkness is always offered to mankind. And never leaves them. Even though people live in darkness and some choose it. Light and hope still remains as long as we are in this body. God has given me what he knows good and evil and to experince it. (the discerner of the spirits..)This didn't give me a beautiful life. Though Gods beuaty and light keeps me . I experience those kind of the holy and the wicked. I know heaven and I know hell. But God keeps me. I know sanity and insanity. I know the suffering and dying. I know the people who are spiritually blind and seeing. I know those who really experinced God and who didn't . I know those who are false teachers /prophets who who isn't I know the maniplators and those manipul;ated. I know the attackers and thier victims. I know death and life. I know the mind of those who are starved from knowledge, to those who are innocent . or decived by false knowledge. I know the ones who are bound and who are free. I know the slave and those of war. I know those who hide and are proud. I know those who are humble and have false humility. Is this arrogance? ..people may say so. But I have been tortured and suffered to know. As strange as it may sound. I have been blessed by God.
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